“Such Small Hands” - La Dispute
I think I saw you in my sleep, darling,
I think I saw you in my dreams you were
Stitching up the seams on every broken promise
That your body couldn’t keep.
I think I saw you in my sleep.
I thought I heard the door open, oh no,
I thought I heard the door open but
I only heard it close.
I thought I heard a plane crashing, but
Now I think it was your passion snapping.
I think you saw me confronting my fear, it
Went up with a bottle and went down with the beer and
I think you ought to stay away from here
There are ghosts in the walls and they
Crawl in your head through your ear.
I think I saw you in my sleep, lover,
I think I saw you in my dreams you were
Stitching up the seams on every mangled promise
That your body couldn’t keep.
I think I saw you in my sleep
December 2011
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Just got crazy bummed out upon realizing that I am indeed quite sick right now, but I literally cannot afford to miss a day of work. It’s a really terrible position to be in.
Totally had a moment at the show last night where I was just like, fuck I love this so much I want to quit my job. Not sure what came over me except the realization that I’m only ever that happy when I am seeing a band I fucking love. Fortunately (or unfortunately, depending on how you look at it) I am responsible and practical and all that lame grown up stuff and I’m not just going to quit my job without having a game plan.
But it is game plan time.
Thanksgiving
Nap
Shop
Nap
Work
Riot punch
Bonfire
Sleep (it was for more than 4 hours this time so it’s not a nap)
The next few days will be:
Work
Food/karates
Nap
Pack
Christmas decorate
Sleep
NEW YORK
BRAND NEW
More wandering around New York
Sleep
More wandering around New York
Home…eventually
I got so much done this morning that it pretty much solidified that if people would just leave me alone for a few God damn hours, I can accomplish almost anything.
And thus concludes today’s session of “why I have no desire to get married.”
Shut up. It’s fucking awesome.
It is fucking awesome. I do think Fuck You Aurora is better, though. But I am in a big supporter of like what you like and fuck everyone else.
I just told my brother that “Thanksgiving is my big holiday.”
There is something fundamentally wrong with me.
My grace period for my federal loan ends today which sucks, but my first payment isn’t due until next month which means, thank you baby Jesus.
[Insert complaints about how I am $20,000+ in debt for an education I am not even using here]
My mom trying to describe what she thinks steam punk is is literally the best thing ever
- Me: I made you these paper snowflakes.
- Mom: You need to go back to school.
And I had this really vivid memory of belting out this song with Zachary, Natalie and Sam while we wandered the streets of DC at 2 in the morning.
I fucking love my friends.
I let this slide when we were younger.
You know you don’t have to write like this.
The whole world’s full of losers,
If you get a chance to win:
TAKE IT.
- Alix (after my complaints about working late): That sounds like the worst shit ever.
- Me: Yeah pretty much. But I mean, there will be pizza, so there's that.
Just hate mostly everyone.
Thanks yo
